It's you&me

2010-01-22T21:26:00.001+08:00

Heys! I'm using wordpress. It's like more organised(:
Anw, the link is : mylollipops.wordpress.com
K, I know it sounds corny. But yeah...No comment

2010-01-13T21:47:00.002+08:00

Okay, it has been quite long since I blog.
So yeah, here I am,back to share what has happened in my new 2010 life.
So far, it has been rather tiring. Flooded with homeworks on the 1st week, and 1week felt like months. Anw, tmr I will flooded with homeworks again thanks to the 2days mc my doc gave me.
Feeling a bit crappy now...
The O'levels results were great and I'm super happy for my dearest ex-SL, wen hong! Wen Hong, I love you!
People change as time past and you'll just have to deal it,either positively or negatively.
I really hope I'll do well for O's this year.

Smile though your heart is aching... M.J.

2010-01-01T23:31:00.002+08:00

2010. O'levels this year. 2009 ended super fast. Thanks to those who have helped me,made me go nuts, made me feel idiotic, changed my life etc. Whatever it is, thanks. And my new year resolutions are:
1] to study extra hard
2] not to sleep in class
and the rest are only for me to know.
To WSMB, good lucks for SYF(:

Anyways, Port Dickson was awesome. With the private pool facing the sea and the family bonding time. Didnt regret going there actually(: Lazy to upload the photos on facebook cause it'll take hours...zzZ

All I hope is that 2010 will be awesome and unforgettable year. And also hope I don't have so much issues(: All the best for me!

2009-12-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

Life's been boring. I just stayed at home and slack and let time fly. I only like night time...
It's not boring, and at least I've someone to talk to.
I've not watched newmoon. Yeah, pathetic girl here-.-
Woah, what a life. Seriously miss the old times. Sec3 life SUCKS.
Help):

2009-12-14T12:35:00.002+08:00

I am super lazy. i am very disappointed with myself...
i promise myself to finish up my homeworks and study,but i'm not even starting.
I feel like shit luh. I think I'm going to screw O'levels):
My cousin can't teach me next year. And I've to study on my own and I suck at studying.

2009 is coming to an end soon. A few more days and it's 2010. Happy new year!-.-
Gosh, 2009 is really like shitty plus awesome? I made new friends and my relationship with my friends has grown. Well, frankly 2009, really suck lah, especially when it comes to school. I kind of hate it due to alot of conflicts popping out one after another. Really exhausting...
Well, put the past behind and move on(-.-), hopefully. I know it's super early and it's not even Christmas,but I have forgive and forget all the shitty things people have done to me in 2009 although some were like big,huge, life and death problems. I'll make sure I'll lock the good and bad memories in my brain(:

To Sophia, please, get a life my dear(: Dont be like me, A NO LIFE GIRL.

2009-12-11T23:54:00.001+08:00

Damn cute lah! hahaha

2009-12-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired. Exhausted...
Yesterday and today was tiring and I did loads of walking.
Anyways, the Body Works exhibition was cool and it's worth going. Teaches you awesome facts about the body etc. It was awesome except for some parts where stupid people keep taking photos, when they're not allowed to and even couples doing stuffs they shouldn't do in public! Gosh, sick. *puke*

Anyways, tomorrow is Ms Chan's wedding day. Hope it'll be superb...
Wish Ms Chan all the best!

2009-12-09T11:30:00.004+08:00

I'm a super duper lazy person. So lazy to study, super lazy to do english articles. Sian...

Anyways, 12dec, sat is Ms Chan's wedding day. Kind of looking forward to see her in her wedding dress. But we kind of have difficulties getting her a wedding gift cause she doesn't want stuffs that she can only put for display. So yeah, kind of hard.

Got a new phone on Mon. Sony Ericsson Yari.

My sms is now unlimited to all! Awesome!

2009-12-06T13:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was fun although I didn't expect it to be that fun.
I went to Arab St with my aunts and cousins to buy baju kurungs for my cousin's weddding later on 27dec. It was something like woman's day out? lols
Anyways, after that we went to Billabong and my aunt bought me 2 tees! YAY!

My brother's getting a touch today. And the other brother getting a nano. I'm just waiting to change my line and get a new phone.

2009-12-04T15:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, was awesomee! Super awesome! Although I had last min emath class, but it was awesome! Didn't go to school the usual way. Instead of taking public transport, bea, kx and me bladed to school using the park connector. Super fun day!
Bladed back to yewtee with bea. And it was faster. It took us around 30-45min?
OMG, I love blading like ALOT ALOT ALOT!

People, I've a confession to make. I love the word fuck and my new favourite phrase is BIGGIE SMILES>< Sophia thought me that.

To Sophia,if you happen to drop by my awesome-ly shitty blog, I said hi and I don't like you. Or in other words, I hate you(: BIGGIE SMILES. Thanks fo rthe new phrase, BIGGIE SMILES:D

Btw, I officially love 1/12/09(: BIGGIE SMILES

2009-11-28T10:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was hari raya haj. And it was okay I guess.
Went to my grandma's house and ate lontongs. I love her sambal goreng! So delicious!
Anyways, I went ecp to meet my cousins, aunts and uncles. My aunt rented the chalets there.
BBQ-ed. And I hate it cause it made me stink:x
Somebody came and my brother made a big fuss about it. I think I won't want to elaborate more about it.

Tag replies:
To GUEST, tell me who you are or get lost(:
To FAITH! , I miss you too like shit):

2009-11-24T22:35:00.002+08:00

Ohh! I watched 2012 yesterday with my mom,brothers,aunt and cousin ( despite that I was sick:x) at vivo after sending my aunt to haj. Before reading the rest, firstly, I was dragged to watch it although I didn't want to. So, sorry if any of the part offended any of the readers(:
Okay,honestly I think the show's kinda bullshit. All the documentaries about 2012 are bullshit stuffs. I don't know about others, but this is how I feel.
I mean it's up to GOD when the world is coming to an end. It's not like the Mayans are GOD's like messenger,knowing everything and all sort of stuffs.
It's really pissing me off.

2009-11-24T22:18:00.003+08:00

Gosh, I'm feeling rather off since Sunday. I've got bad flu and sore throat): It's annoying.
Langkawi was boring.
1stly, I went there twice with my family. So, in other words I go to Langkawi for 3times.
It's very boring. The food they gave us is like pathetic. I became a vegetarian for 3days? It's really sucky. I think canteen's food is nicer. The last time I went there, I was at Pantai Ceneng. The place,food and hotel is better and nicer. And the souvenirs there are cheaper and nicer.
Anyways, my class was split. And unfortunately, I wasn't with bea and the rest. Sad...

Sophia piss me off. She shared the room with me and bea and she's annoying. I will not elaborate much about it. I think she has issues. BIG ISSUES... Me and bea tried VERY VERY hard to be friends with her, but it just doesn't go well. Whatever. I hate her now. Not talking to her anymore.

Some irritating people also piss me off. So irritating. But not as irritating as Sophia. Ohh, and the tour guide is super weird. He freak me out with his wide smile and his big eyes. He always gave me that freaky look. Creepy...

Overall, ranging from 1 to 5, 5 being the best, I'll give the camp 2.5-3. So yeah...

2009-11-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

Omg. I'm so bored now.
Anyways, I'm so into Mary Poppin's songs.
I'm not sure why... Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious! hahah
" Longest word "! I'm kind of in a crappy situation right now...

I really hope the camp will be great. And memorable(:

2009-11-15T12:00:00.002+08:00

I'm so irritated with those people who are so bothered about my life.
I mean I've a brain and parents to guide me. I don't need some person to tell me what's wrong and right.

If I don't want to join the SYF next year, then it's MY problem! You can't force me. And if I join again, does it make a BIG different? You said "SUCKY STUDIES" is just a bullshit reason. I'm sorry but you're wrong! So you'd rather have people like me to fail O'levels?! I dont understand what's up with this people. Seriously... it's pissing me off.

I don't want to bring up the matter again BUT YOU just piss me off. Geraldine, I'm not refering to you. It's some other irritating person who thinks SUCKY STUDIES are bullshit. BULLSHIT.

Wow, I didn't know studies are bullshit. So you're saying studies won't bring me far? Wow, first time I heard that!

Well, I'm sorry but I'm not going to listen to you. To you, all the best.

2009-11-12T22:35:00.002+08:00

I don't feel like going to amath tmr.
I'm so lazy... zZz
My grandma's going home tmr morning! Hoorays!
I'm tired of facebook... seriously.
I'm a lazy pig. I don't bother to do English homework too.
I'm such a pathetic bitch. Life's been rather sickening.

People are now going crazy cause the Mayans predicted that the end of the world is 2012.
Piss with all this shit people. I believe it's up to GOD. It's HIS work and HE knows it all. So retarded people, SHUT UP(:

Blah Blah Blah goes the donkey. Okay, random...
Anyways, I'm going Langkawi(-.-) with my class next thurs.
Hope it'll be fun. Although the name of the hotel I'm staying in is NOT FOUND in the net:O
I really hope it's not as bad as I've in mind:x

2009-11-10T09:59:00.002+08:00

I've been going to the hospital since thurs untill ytd.
And maybe going again today.
The thing that makes me feel so crap is that they only allow a certain no. of ppl in the ward and the rest have to wait outside. And there're no fan! Sick.
Super tiring especially with my brother. He is such a spoilt child.
Treat me like his maid. Piss off.
He's becoming more naughty. And his eoy results are terrible.
But he'll say that he studied 'damn hard' for it ready.
So therefore I can conclude that he is stupid or he's sleeping when he's doing his papers.
-.- stupid brother.
I've malay class later and the camp briefing. I don't want to go for malay!
TIRED! EXHAUSTED!
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2009-11-07T23:20:00.003+08:00

Get this in your head, SHE'S MY GRANDMA OK!
So what if you USED to be a nurse?! I dont give a damn!
Dont you dare do whatever you like to her!
You're really testing my patience. Fuck. Piss me off!
& what's up with bringing your daughter back?! Shit you ppl.
Think so fun huh?! Rubbish attitude.
I've lost my respect for you! Keep asking where do I go after O'levels!
IT'S ANNOYING! Crap you. I know what the hell I want. So you jolly well shut the fuck up and dont make any decisions for me! I'm not your child!
Idk what the hell is wrong with you. Everything about you is right and we're wrong?
We are all dumb, cant talk to the doc on our own?!
Sick in the head.

2009-11-07T16:44:00.002+08:00

I'm cracking my head for ideas for my karangan):
I'm going hospital again ltr... Her op. is brought forward AGAIN!
Gosh...
And ros, what do you mean by YI putting up a nice play?
And you better tag! hahaha
OMG.

2009-11-04T15:59:00.002+08:00

Didnt go for chem as it was only for the pure students.
Yes, I'm taking comb physics and chem. Can't tahan anymore.
Slack at class with Clarisse and Beryl all the way till 10plus.
And didnt went for band. Too tired and no mood to go.
Kinda sad about something. Whatever. . .
Had lunch with Clarisse then homed.

Rain feels like snow. So soft.
I'm beginning to like the rain. It's soft and 'gentle' . So fun.
Okay, I'm kinda kuku now.
Anyways, I hope life'll be better soon.
I just miss the old times. It's more fun.

2009-11-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

I hate my dad's friend's son.
Firstly, he suck.
Secondly, his friend is such a show off!
My parents keep comparing me to him.
I hate it.
He's sec5 and I'm sec3 people.
Gosh, i hate him, ALOT ALOT. And he's from YI:O

2009-11-01T16:55:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder what's the prob.
You just piss me off.
I dont know what you want. Do you know that it's damn hard?!
Gosh, what's wrong with people now? They're just so mean.

2009-10-30T17:03:00.002+08:00

I've nothing to post actually.
Life's a fuck.
I hate it. Alot.
School hols gone. Most of the remedials are mt.
Sian. Idk wth is wrong with the cikgus.
Can't you people give us a BREAK? Gosh.

2009-10-25T12:23:00.000+08:00

Oh well, this new song is esp for you(:
Listen to the lyrics properly.
Love it

2009-10-25T12:07:00.002+08:00

I'm pissed off.
My irritating brother is pissing me off. Taught him how to do his karangan and he's acting like as if he knows everything. For goodness sake, shut up and listen to me!
My mom is too nice to him. I mean c'mon.
Last time I had to do everything on my own. I dont know this particular word, I've to check the dictionary on my own. Ohh, but nw if my brother doesn't know a word, she'll tell him the meaning. How will it benefit him?! ARGH!

Anyways, I'm stress out now.
I've no idea what to drop and what sub comb to take. My mom, idk wth she's talking.
Dad, he doesnt even know-.-
I fail chem and physics.
Chem was bad. Really bad.
The tuition with my cousin didn't help.
Maybe needs more time?
Piss off!

And, please note that WE ARE NOT SHIT RUBBISH! MAKING US LOOK LIKE A JOKE. FUCK YOU MAN!

2009-10-22T21:14:00.002+08:00

pass malay and eng.
Not so happy with the results.
I'm sure I'll fail the other subs. I suck, alot.
I hate EOYs. You studied hard for it and you get shit results, like me.
Maybe it's just me. Fuck
Fucking headache killing me. Dont know what the fuck is wrong with my fucking head.

I'll be glad to be a kid again. Less probs and issues.

Whatever. Blabbering all this shit wont change anything.
I'll just work triple harder next time.
Disappointed with myself.

2009-10-15T16:38:00.002+08:00

Last day of exam. Damn shiok!
But I'm kinda scared I'll fail:x
I mean obviously I'll fail like alot of subs, including amath:(
Saddening..
I want to go blading! Omg. So long ready nvr blade. Nearly 4months.
Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade Blade BLADE!

I must work 3times harder for next year.

2009-10-09T19:20:00.002+08:00

Fuck. You wanna know what turns me off?!
You and your fucking attitude. You're fucking selfish do you know that?!
Piss me off.

2009-09-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

SS is a killer. I'm going to die.
And, I'm having headahes thanks to the " perfume ".
ARGH. Die...
Anyways, got our class tee. Looks nice(:
Anyways, this is a short post.
Very short and simple.
Saturday hopefully will be fun and rather shocking? lols
I want to see my chinese cousins again!

2009-09-25T15:18:00.001+08:00

I know I said I'm not gonna post.
But I'm seriously like bored waiting for the facebook to upload the photos.
So yeah.
Life's been ok. Rather pleasant.
I'm busy studying like mad.

P/S: Hope it'll come true.

2009-09-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

Ok, EOY coming.
Therefore wont use the comp that often?
I've no mood to study. Like seriously.
Damn suck.
Think I'll flung everything.
I dont even understand the freaking trigo luh for goodness sake.
Shit. Damn shit.
Help:(

2009-09-15T21:02:00.002+08:00

Coughing like some girl, who's dying:x
Raye coming soon. Cant wait to eat all the kuihs.
And ketupats! Damn niceee!
Friday going my grandma's make the ketupats.
WOOOO!!
I hate flu and cough. Make me feel restless.
SUPER restless.

2009-09-13T21:26:00.002+08:00

Today was just tiring.
Did last minute shopping with my mom at Geylang.
Was dying due to dehydration.
But I persevered on and continue to fast. See, I very good one:D
Pon tuition cause was super late. And tired:x
Nothing much.

2009-09-12T16:54:00.001+08:00

You're such a liar?
WTF am I suppose to do?

I hate BROTHERS.
They just make your life terrible.

2009-09-12T16:50:00.000+08:00

2009-09-11T00:40:00.004+08:00

I'm damn busy this days.
Haiqal! You're LOVED! hahahha
I win!

2009-09-08T21:45:00.001+08:00

Ok, done.
I'm done.
woah, damn tired.

2009-09-05T13:36:00.002+08:00

WTF DO YOU WANT

You were unhappy I was the Band Major.
I step down.
People side you NOT ME.
Now after I step down you're giving probs too?!
Wth is wrong with the world?

2009-09-05T12:50:00.002+08:00

Idk what the hell you want lah.
I step down ready you still give me probs.
People, take note:

I'M NOT THE FUCKING BAND MAJOR!
Is that big enough for you?
Can you tell me what you want?
You have every exco siding you. And the seniors!
And now what? Oh, it's my fault lah now some ppl are pulling you down.
Hey, please lah. I've no time to do this things.

See, thanks to jealousy, probs happen.
And please, I step down because I want to!
Wtf is wrong with this people?!
What the fuck do you want frm me now?!
Why is it because of her I've got to go down and help?!
What about me huh?
Dont tell me I dont have a life!
I'M NOT A DUMB PUPPET!

Mama memang betul.
Kau tu perempuan tak guna.
Mengunakan orang untuk kebaikan diri sendiri.
Sekarang aku dah tak buat kerja sampah kau,
baru kau perasan?!

Wtf am I doing?! I'd rather break my fast now.
Life's hard. And the cause is THE STUPID POST.

2009-09-02T21:05:00.002+08:00

I'm down with bad flu now. BAD BAD flu.
So not going doctor.
All I can say is that dont give up. Work hard.
I know you girls can do it cause I believe in both of you;)

I'm tired. Now I feel like I'm having fever. Slight fever.
Ahhh.. I just hate flu. Sucks.
My nose is block and I can breathe properly:(
Mom said it was bcause of Cheryl's hamster.
But, I dont think so, I think.

God, please help me.

2009-09-01T14:00:00.001+08:00

Chinese name: Mei Li
Jap name: Chiyoko
:D

2009-09-01T12:40:00.002+08:00

Ytd was rather okay.
The teachers' day performance was awesome!
Love the last part. Hahaha
After that chiong to pri sch with ros. Shazlin, Aishah and Izzati couldnt make it last min):
So ended up only me and rosy.

Met Mrs Thoo who looks rather nice in her new hairstyle.
She didnt notice me at first,which is sad. hahaha
Kranji really change alot alot. Way better with all the mirrors and beautiful paintings.
The students are so fortunate!

Then me and rosy chat about pri sch at the void deck and then decided to look for Amal and co.
Asked them did a prank on someone. After that homed.

Break fast at grandma's with all my cousins and aunties(:
Fun. So long never see them... hope we can meet again some other time! haha
Now I'm stuck at home. Asked to study. My brain's off now:x

OMG! after fasting month and eoy, I'm SO going blading!

2009-08-30T11:45:00.002+08:00

I just noticed how mean I am.
I am sorry to people whom I hurt.
I'll try to change for the better. Hopefully it'll work out.
I've been doing alot of thinking about life and I've decided to change.
I will focus on my studies till Os.
I will try my best to help people.

Hopefully GOD'll hear me and help me.

2009-08-28T22:44:00.003+08:00

I seriously dont know what the hell you want.
They're lost you idiot. Expect me to do everything?!
For goodness sake, you're mean. Really mean. If you want everything under you, no one to help you by all mean, I'll inform them.
And you, she's super lost. Never gave her a chance. WTF.
It's not going to work. Sick people.
Use your brain!
Joker.
I know your freaking true colours. Racist person.
I can sue you.

2009-08-27T18:25:00.002+08:00

2009-08-27T18:20:00.002+08:00

Aww... I just love the UP song(:
My brother complaining say he hates the song. retard

I just dont understand what's your prob. Stupid guy. Wait, not guy. BOY.

I'm not happy with my CT2 results. sad):

2009-08-26T20:23:00.002+08:00

So long I nvr post huh...
Tired and lazy.
Finally, I'm no longer any slave. I'm a free girl(;
But, it DOESNT mean you can boss me ard. You're sec3 and I'm sec3 too \
AND I'M YOUR SENIOR IN BAND!
Know why? cause I joined in like since start of sec1 and you, like idk, in the middle.
So yeah, beat it.
And, I can be friendly, BUT change your attitude.
Faith and Lixia, no worries. I'll help you guys and support you ppl always;D
Stay together and work close with each other(;

2009-08-23T20:40:00.001+08:00

whatever. i hate it

2009-08-20T21:41:00.004+08:00

Common Tests are over! finally!
hahaha
And to put an end to it, me,bea,clarisse and beryl went to ching's to watch horror movie.
Damn nice. One miss call... It's kinda errie but still, it's awesome!
ching baked potatos and heated chickens. Got pizza and root beers and green tea(:
it was like indoor picnic.

I love my friends! :D

2009-08-16T10:35:00.002+08:00

Woah, tmr is the start of exams. Sian...
Tmr is like ss and emath. I havent finish up my ss notes lah.
HELP!

2009-08-15T13:27:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!

My knee hurts ): It was bleeding lah.

My house is like under painting management. woah, sad...

going study with boyboy and bea ltr at either yew tee bk or lj.

And I want to watch UP!

2009-08-14T19:12:00.002+08:00

Went studying with Bea and Tiko just now at yew tee BK.
Before I start, Tiko has a new name. It's BoyBoy! hahaha
Just now, Tiko got like 1meal for FREE with medium ONION RINGs! cool right?
The aunty was like, " Oh, I gave you the wrong one. Here you go. Dont tell anyone horr. " And she like placed the onion rings on the table. And, she like purposely gave BoyBoy wrong burger so that he'll go and look for her.
Instead, me and Bea went to change for him. The aunty was like," Oh yeah. I was waiting for your friend to come! Wait ah! " our mouths were wide open... Not only that. She then told us go back and she'll sent to BoyBoy PERSONALLY. hahaha
BoyBoy was like super freaked out. We were laughing like hell till BoyBoy got cramps. LOLS!
Poor BoyBoy.
Next week start of the other papers. woah, damn sian. Next Sat fasting month start.
I'll be damn tired. And lethargic. HELP!

2009-08-10T21:08:00.001+08:00

I found a picture of this clarinet.

& who said clarinets should only be black?
It's green.& I love it.

2009-08-10T20:44:00.003+08:00

I'm kinda irritated with everything in life?
Stupid papers. Stupid attitudes. Stupid life!
ARGH! I havent study for tmr's paper. And havent finish my amath hmwk.
I just cant do it. My effing brain will just shut down):
When I was in pri sch, I wasnt like this. I want my old me back...
Wait.. shit. I havent even start studying for anything.
Freaking annoying.
22nd Aug is like the start of fasting month. I'll die and seriously faint during lessons.
Plus on one of the week there's like band. Woah, bad...
Weather super hot, I'll drain.
Seriously I dont know what GOD has plan for me in the future.
Hopefully, my future will be bright. GOD, please take good care of me. I love YOU always.

2009-08-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

Im back frm Port Dickson! It was ok-ish. I only like the big toilet.
OH, and I went Marry Brown( the only fast food restaurant found at Nilai-.-) and there was like this Jukebox. We like played MJ's songs and everyone there started watching the video. Well, I kinda expected people dancing to the songs. We played Man in the Mirror, Smooth Criminal and Beat it. I guess the people there are like kampong-ish and dont really know about MJ? hahaha
But it was cool. I want to suggest to the school to have like jukebox. It'll be cool. I'll go down and play MJ's songs like everyday! hahaha
Super nuts... C'mon I mean it's like I literally listens to that guy's songs for3 days straight. Thanks to my brother. And the radio signal wasnt good after we were far frm Spore. And now like all his songs are stuck in my head. Especially beat it, smooth criminal and heal the world.
HAHAHAHA.
And my brothers are like nuts trying to imitate his moves.
Woah, he die ready but still popular... hahaha
ok, enough about him. I'll go super nuts if I continue..
About the resort... like I said, it was ok.. We didnt really explore the town. It's super ulu and I didnt got to buy any souvenirs):
Photos are uploaded at Facebook:D

2009-08-05T22:41:00.003+08:00

Just finished doing the script. Hopefully, it'll not turned out soo shitty. till ppl gotta talk bad about me:x Super tired. emath just now almost killed me.
And I'm going off soon. on fri.. sayounara ppl.
Stupid comp died halfway. So sad and pathetic.

2009-08-04T19:24:00.002+08:00

I dont care. I'm keeping quiet.

Ppl, let's heal the world:D
I'm super inspired by MJ's song. Hahaha
I'm super tired...

2009-08-02T21:51:00.002+08:00

Went ion ytd. super big lah
Then there was like an express escalator. like frm B1 all the way down to B4.
It was superb! haha
But super packed. Hate that.

2009-08-01T18:37:00.001+08:00

Nice right?

haha

2009-08-01T16:33:00.001+08:00

woah, super bored.
bored
bored
next week going negeri sembilan.
no idea where the hell is it. all i know it's at malaysia.
will snap photos and load to blog:D im a nice person.

2009-07-31T22:52:00.001+08:00

Hello kevin! gayvin

2009-07-29T20:54:00.002+08:00

Super tired siol:/ super sigh.
the thing cocked up. But nvrm.
tmr results! super scared. pray hard!

2009-07-26T20:51:00.002+08:00

I just feel like screaming.
This sucks.
sucks alot.
How I wish I'm NOT and NEVER me.
What GOD is teaching me is really hard. I feel like breaking down.
Please GOD, help me.
This is damn fucking annoying.
Seriously, if you want ppl to hate me, just tell them. Dont hv to waste time and energy.
Time waits for no one.
And in the first place, why the fuck did you even choose me to be the fucking Band Major?!
regretted accepting the stupid post.
Rather be a normal member with no probs.
That'll be way better.

2009-07-25T09:32:00.002+08:00

early morning and im pissed.
what's the prob lah? ok, fine, IM THE BAD one.
happy?Im the one who always give fucking attitude to you.
whatever. say whatever you want. I dont give a shit anymore.
My studies are more important. exams are coming. AND studies bring me DAMN FAR.
NOTE that. Like my mom said, " Fire cant fight with fire" . and you're not my parents to tell me what is wrong and right for me. They're still alive and always supporting me forever.
and i love them dearly! And no one will take over their place.

2009-07-19T10:24:00.003+08:00

Ohaiyo!
Ytd was ok. the conference was rather interesting?
I only like the advertising presentation. It was hilarious!
I met my primary sch friends there too! I met Zaki, Euroy & Syafiqah.
It was awesome;] Band, wish us all the best aites?

My dad fetch me home. Quickly showered and went to town with my mom, aunts and cousin.
Didnt really bought anything. I was tired and my legs were dying. My cousin practically bought LOADS of stuffs. hahaha
But I enjoyed myself. It has been so long since we went out together, just us, ladies.

2009-07-17T17:27:00.002+08:00

Tmr is the uhh PITCH conference thing. going with bea, dine, weiting, charmaine, ah mui, may and ever.
hope we win! wish us all the best yeah? haha
especially the band members! we're doing this for you ppl.
see how nice we ppl are. hahahahahaha
I want to watch harry potter!

2009-07-15T17:28:00.002+08:00

I'm seriously busy with school stuffs this few days. I must learn how to be more organised.
suck alot if I hv to rush everything. It'll be damn annoying. And I must learn how to stay awake for boring classes frm haiqal. haha
I've been dosing off. especially for those boring lessons like Emath.
Talking about Emath, I seriously hv no clue what Ms Liew is teaching us.
The way she teach is so much more complicated then how my tuition teacher taught me lah-.-
I'm going to die. I havent start on my sajak.
AHHHH!

And, IF any of the WSMB member happen to drop by my blog, info to you guys.
Next week, there's band:] Leaders will inform you guys soon! Get ready...

2009-07-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

SICKO.
pissed off.
make me sms SLs and waste sms.
****
PISSED

2009-07-10T17:16:00.002+08:00

Just finish making my timetable while waiting for my brother to finish wash the toilet.
Last time, it used to be my job. now no longer. It's actually kind of fun. get to play with water:D
LOL.
IM IN LOVE WITH MJ'S ABCs SONG!!!
hahaha
shoot shoot bang bang im going crazy:x
We're going to earn money! soon...
oh, and im kinda freak out with bea's "best friend".
She can communicate with her carebear:O
And Dine went nuts talking to her own carebear and carene's ones.
hahaha

2009-07-09T21:58:00.002+08:00

OMG! I just killed a freaking big lizard. it's super gross.
Physics was fun! Run Ming danced in front of the whole class following the beats mr lim played. Im starting to love physics! lols
nothing much happened this few days. kinda dull.
Except that Nick De Silva and Syafiq kept asking me doing last min jobs. so annoying.
bunch of useless guys.
Im kinda sad abt MJ's death. I've been humming his ABCs and You're Not Alone song lah.
Weirdo man me.

2009-07-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

Im staying up late. Tmr whole day out. sian.
Today was super awesome! The haunted house was really popular and there were alot of ppl queing up to go in. awesome! but, of course there were some conflicts but we managed to settle it. Great jobs ppl.
I kinda scare lot of ppl. especially this cute innocent boy. He cried when he saw me. Sorry boy boy. Those who saw me, I know I look freakily gross and ugly. Im suppose to:D And I scare Steffi like hell. Sorry Steffi.haha
It was awesome but tiring. My legs killing me.
And i also nearly got killed lah. some stupid, inconsiderate ppl push me, step my leg, knock my head. Hello, Im human too ok, " stupid, brainless ppl "! piss me off. Beryl, wait, on tues you're going to die!
And to those who were "not scared" i just dont understand why you guys keep coming in. what, to look brave? actually, you guys are making a fool of yourselves,. Im saying the truth. All the " ghosts" hate ppl who act "cool and brave" . pathetic bunch of ppl.

2009-07-03T20:37:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps!
Few days no post. kinda busy with projects and homeworks. Im ponti. for haunted house! to be frank, actually im kinda scared:x hahaha
Not sure if i'll scare them or they scare me!
Tmr also band performing. hope all will run smoothly.
Im down with flu. BUT it's normal flu. No H1N1 ok. haha
Ohh, Dine's going to design Class Tee! I cant wait. it's going to be awesome!

2009-06-30T20:13:00.002+08:00

Those are the Valentines pictures:D

2009-06-30T19:26:00.002+08:00

There was band today. after band had this little exco discussion abt something, important. we're kinda stuck:x ARGH! suck. nvrm, we'll find a solution, soon;]

I just got the valentine pictures frm Ching and they look super nice! haha
will upload soon!

2009-06-27T14:54:00.002+08:00

Transformers Revenge of The Fallen is AWESOME! I want to go and watch again.
And Im in love with Optimus Prime?! haha. he's damn super.
Whenever the theme song was played, I felt like, WOW, my military band's playing it! The climax is superb! Those who havent watch, GO CATCH IT ASAP and dont forget ask me tag along;] cause I will really love to go and watch AGAIN and AGAIN!

2009-06-26T19:05:00.003+08:00

YES! at last, tonight Im going to catch Transformers, Revenge of The Fallen!!
With my family instead of cousins. haha

stayed at home the whole day. had movie marathon at home. watch 3movies one after another. awesome:D had fun.

And note: Im not giving up. Im nvr letting go. Im fighting till the end. I'll try my best to ignore all the nonsense. Cause I know GOD wants to teach me to be strong and be firm. I WILL NOT GIVE UP HOPE:]

Watch out ppl. Putri's here in town!

2009-06-25T19:50:00.002+08:00

Loads of people said that Transformer Revenge of the Fallen is super nice. make me want to watch more!! haha
Gaydan said it's nice and he'll pay again just to watch that damn show.

Oh, my blog's greeennn:DD theme for like saving Gaia? and im starting to loveee green like alot!Puts love green! Going crazy over GREEN. haha

And im kinda addicted to Miley Cyrus, The Climb:x
haha
keep listening to that song. hopefully it'll end soon? lols

2009-06-24T20:36:00.003+08:00

Hello people!

Im posting now. hey rosy, Im posting just for you:]
haha.well not really. my blog's really kinda bloody dead.hahahah
didnt do much today. did spring cleaning:( im allergic to dust. like seriously hate it. sneezing all the way.
Gosh, H1N1 spreading. but school as usual next week. hoorays! rather go to school then staying at home,rot.
Today's the premiere of Transformer Revenge of the Fallen! It's like super duper awesome. I mean like the whole world's talking about them. and Shia LaBeouf is super cute!! haha. im going nuts. But I didnt watch. sad. hope can go watch on sat:]maybe watch with cousins and mayb Haiqal? lols
Super awesome show? hahax. love it lah

I dont hv much to post. life's rather boring this few days...
and Im shock. so is Bea and Dine. haha
they should know what Im talking about. haha

Band blog's kinda dead with no tags frm dear members. must be eg and tag tag tag! Any of you drop by, please go tag the blog aites?;D haha

Goodnights:DD

2009-06-21T10:22:00.002+08:00

Tmr BBQ:D

Brother pon tuition today. lazy to go and he woke up late.
And i seriously hv to stop the habit of smsing ppl unnecessarily

2009-06-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

It's been rather long since I posted the blog. Busy with life.
Promoted to Band Major post with Dine:D Hooray to both of us:DD
Mon went out with Wei Ting, Beatrice, Charmaine and Geraldine! :D
It was super fun.

Kinda bored now. And yeah, Haiqal's finally at NS now. He's homesick and botak.haha
pity him..

mon another exco outing. hope all exco can make it;D

Cheers!

2009-06-10T19:59:00.001+08:00

Im really exhausted.
talked to band. and apparently i cried. first time.
dont know why the hell i cried also.
kinda paiseh. but yeah, whatever.
tmr band exchange with Springfield band.
Hope everything will go smoothly.

2009-06-09T22:39:00.002+08:00

Im really tired and confuse.
soccer ppl pissed at band cause we drew lines and somebody said it's ours. on behalf of the ppl, im really very sorry

IM:
TIRED hearing complains and orders.
TIRED running.
TIRED motivating them. - they will just give the WTF are you talking kinda look or You're talking crap kinda look

im really tired of everything.

i dont know how are we going to get that medal. talk to them in the morning still nothing. nvr shout timings etc. they're DEAD. purely dead. and that makes me more dead

GOD is really testing me.

2009-06-06T17:14:00.002+08:00

Woah, wonderful yet tiring day. Had tuition in the morning then rush all the way to Jurong Point to collect the SPCA tin donations. Me and Bea chiong to the MRT station and went tiong baru. asked for donations like retards:/ hahax. but still managed to collect a big amount, i guess..

some gave $2 and some $5.and those stingy ppl gave us like 10cents?-.- uhh, pathetic. after that went plaza singapura and had lunch at pasta mania. nice:] this ang moh donated while we were waiting for our foods. thanks alot;] and this small girl donated 20cents-.- parents nowadays, so stingy... hahahaha. took 190 to lot and started collecting again. didnt go so well. ppl just gave us the wth and wtf look. kinda piss me off.

Kinda tired and exhausted. Ohh, and there's this cat call Putri too! it's so cute! hahaha. im honoured to have a cat named after me;]

now homed. and really hope and praying hard tmr wont rain cause I WANT TO GO ROLLERBLADING!! my cousin said the skate park is open. and i want go and see! so eager! hahaha

Very bored. Now. very very bored.

2009-06-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

it's 10 plus and im still not sleeping? hahax
just posts the band blog abt upcoming practices.
oh, had parent-teacher meet just now. wlao, mr andrew lim talk so much and also say," oh, you must be like sophia, very hardworking" like wth?
i have my own personality cher. lols.

Haiqal still havent reply me:/ sad. he going on tues. all the best to him. going to be shaved. hahaha.
day, was ok. help bea with her SC stuffs although im not one. see, im nice:)
then met my mom and brothers. company them lunch. saw Qistina and uhh Farzanah-.-
smiled. then homed. then went sch for teacher thingy. help dine collect her report book...
my report book kinda full of lines:/ really sad and dissapointed. my mom's controlling me now. can only sms at certain times-.- like wth?! argh!!

2009-06-03T17:44:00.001+08:00

Classes were ok. tried my best to do the log o'lvl questions. kinda hard.. but managed to do some;D glad... hahahaha
Didnt go and mark the field today. had urm, something on.. :]
The soccer ppl are making use of our black lines. Bravo to us! even they appreciate the lines? lols. hope so.. if not then, sorry. we've to share the field. so do bear with us?;D we're nice ppl. haha

I learn that it's no use talking too much. it will only kill me. im changing.. im just going to be quiet and listen to myself. and maybe some opinions frm my loved ones:]

2009-06-02T20:17:00.003+08:00

Im really tired. marked the field. and the weather, really hot. nearly died there. thankfully im still alive. but really tired. im going black again, like amal? gosh, hate it. im not being racists, but really, i dont want to be really black...

Marking the field, again, TMR. feel like dying. tmr, my funeral. i want my grave to be next to my late grandpa. tmr have class, as usual. hols kinda gone lah. normal classes and band. rather continue with normal school hours right? i dont understand this ppl. Life's so complicated.

Going flag day on 6thjune. hooray? dont feel like going. it's like straight after tuition. sian-.- & 7 more days till the actual day. new black specs sey... cool? lols.

2009-05-29T21:50:00.002+08:00

wow, so boring today at sch. should've pon today instead of ytd. haiyo, waste.
today mr seet announced to the whole school what me and bea did. was kinda paiseh.. im a shy and humble person ok:]

lessons as usual-.- killing me each day. really.
oh, had fun at sanna's house. sorta play. instead of blowing the clarinets. :] then to mrteo's house. was kinda scared cause he got 2 big dogs. love dogs but scared cause cant have them touch me. suck... oh, his baby so cute. hahax

and, Haiqal going NS on 9th june. so fast.. feeling down.

Im boredddddddddd.

Hols coming soon and band intensive training also starting. will be tiring. really tiring.

2009-05-28T18:00:00.002+08:00

Ohh, today's awesomee. pon sch. well, not really. had cramps... pain man):

oh, help mom vacuum the house. had mother and daugther bonding time. hahaha
mom rush to fetch the 'monkeys' . seroiusly, my house feels more peaceful without them ard, but yeah, they're still my uhh, BROTHERS-.-

then went lot had lunch. met my aunts and cousins. i dont like her around. she looks like a ghost?even sha sha agrees with me. :] im sooo evil. me and bea. the evil partners! hahaha

Went home sent brothers to violin lesson. then go grandma house.aunts and cousins all there. chatted, etc.

my aunt told my mom about haiqal. and gosh, haiqal got new bike nvr tell me:( so bad! he going NS soon. so sad...

now, nothing to do. kinda bored. Shit! i need to know if the soccer people using field or not on that day. sms taufiq still no reply. crap. tmr have to ask nicky. shit! hope no clash...

2009-05-27T18:03:00.002+08:00

Had band meeting. for exco.And only like 7 people turn up?! I thank those who came. And sorry if i take up your time. Ros, you're excused cause at least you inform me. thanks;]
And those who never come, I dont want to repeat myself.im NOT an EFFING machine or parrot that keeps repeating. I dont knw why the hell you people never come and i dont give a shit anymore.

my results are terrible.failed physics and chem. others pass. but no As. only Bs and Cs.

know what. maybe on that H.o.C and B.E I'll just screw EVERY SINGLE SHIT.
Life sucks when you're at some high post. it really sucks. people are looking up to you as a role model and you've to be 90% perfect. well, nobody's born perfect.

sometimes, i just dont understand life. one day it's bright and another day it's dark. well, it sucks alot.

And im done playing. i feel like quitting. it's time for me to move on with my studies and life and catch up with all the things i missed when i was busy doing shit stuffs.

2009-05-26T17:34:00.003+08:00

Had an interesting yet boring day today.

Interesting as Fauzie Laily came for some nurteen talk. Im not some die hard fan though. sorry...
And boring cause today's just plain boring. didnt do anything fun.
Im always pissed off. only happy for a few hours? useless.
Do you feel that sometimes people are using you like some shit? and they nvr ever say thanks? im one of the shit. im a dog. woof woof. and it's not and nvr fun.

my sms burst for 2months. congrats to me.

Have you ever feel like changing your life with some random loner? i mean, i rather be called a loner and nerd then be a called a DOG. it sucks ALOT to be one and to be called one.

2009-05-23T19:09:00.002+08:00

Konichiwa! :]

Wow, had an amazing day. although the few hours kinda boring. When causeway with my parents and brothers. my dad went settle the fire prob cause his workers was involve. Lucky, they never injured themselves when help put out the fire. thank god! Had lunch then went vivo buy movie tickets. Going to watch night at the museum two later;D yays!!

After that went to take dad's coat. he look awesome wearing it. tried to wear and i looked like an idoit:x hahahaha

From there, we went to Qian Hu farm. go there to fish! it was cool and awsome. damn fun. but it was kinda gross lah cause there were dead fishes. euu, gross.hate that part. me and my brother haiqal partner up to challenge with eiman and my parents. loads of fun. it's been long since my family did that. Love them lots:]

And im going to miss Haiqal:( Cause he's going for NS from 19th june. will miss him loads. Tomorrow tuition,AGAIN. dont feel like going. i want to go roller-blading or go play golf! so long never go. so sad. Oh, my dad did a little "make-over" to the mini jap garden. it looks awesome. love it alot:] haha.

2009-05-23T10:26:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was just TERRIBLE. pissed off with everthing

2009-05-21T21:54:00.002+08:00

PISS OFF!
Effing brother effing irritating. asked me print some shit stuff and end up saying," oh, it's ugly."
LIKE WTF IS HIS PROB?! THEN GO COMPLAIN TO MY MOM. IDIOT!
wait, he is an idiot. who dont give a shit about studies.

2009-05-18T20:00:00.004+08:00

Aww, aren't this kittens adorable? hahax. I love cats loads!

And, im bored-.-

2009-05-18T19:46:00.003+08:00

Im bored. really bored. no one beep me
Nothing to post about.. today's plain boring. except in the morning.went lot with my mom.she apparently, decided not to make her specs today-.- went LJ for breakfast. then popular. then NTUC. it was a nightmare at ntuc. there were loads of people. hate to go there, ALOT.aunties and uncles squeezing and moving in all sorts of direction. it was chaotic. gosh!
went home, followed mom fetch irritating yet adorable brothers from school. saw my friend's younger sister.and some of my so called 'juniors'.
Homed, then did e-learning. was a killer. it was kinda stupid. chem got this mole shit stuff.

now bored. -.-
help!

2009-05-18T16:38:00.003+08:00

Just finish e-learning. it's so stupid. hate it alot! malay assignment's a killer. Lucky i didnt die-.-
gave us stupid peribahasa questions that was effing hard.
anyways, back to sch tmr. happy and sad. and band prac is back as usual.
getting ready for next year comp. GO WSMB!
Me and Geraldine and the Excos working hard. :]
bored... and scared! think tmr getting back our results. scared.
oh, managed upload songs on the blog. kinda crap lah, but still ok.
oh, and overseas camp is postponed, confirm. cause malaysia
got 2 cases of the stupid H1N1 virus-.- hope, we dont have to go to
school during that time or maybe at least the school organise some
sports activity.

BORED.

2009-05-17T21:20:00.005+08:00

Im posting alot today.

DEFORESTATION

This forest has either been burnt down or logged by 'monsters' whom i called irresponsible, inconsiderate, selfish human beings.

The picture of the forest to the right of the blog is showing a picture of home to living organisms, to all types of flora and fauna.It's nice and peaceful.

ABUSED ANIMALS

Now, Im going to discuss about animal abused. I went to search photos

of abused animals, and frankly i tell you, it isnt pleasant looking at the

suffer those animals went through. I feel really sad. Humans are

'abusing' their abilities to think and create. Animals dont deserve

cruelty from us. they are also GOD'S creation. And from what i've learn, ALL living organisms living on Earth should be respected, either humans or animals and even trees.

The picture is about this bear, being forced to take pictures with tourists just so the people can make money. Then the bear is being ill-treated like rubbish.

Here is another picture of an abused animal. So, please, stop this cruel act.

Guess, that's all.

2009-05-17T20:50:00.003+08:00

Posting again, about what i learn in life.

Life's boring when you've no one to talk to
All problems can be resolved with patience
Your enemies can be your friends
ALL LIVING ORGANISMS HAVE THEIR OWN RIGHTS
ALL HUMANS ARE NO SLAVE TO ANOTHER HUMAN OF HIGHER HIERARCHY
LIFE'S ISNT FAIR TO THOSE WHO'RE SUFFERING
GOD is always there to help us up
GOD is always testing our patience and abilities
Life isnt always bright; it can be dark sometimes
Every 1min you're angry, you're wasting and missing 60sec of happiness and joy

Although it's kinda stupid and crap, in my view, those are the things important that i've learn so far in 15years of my life.

2009-05-17T20:17:00.002+08:00

Im posting the blog more often now. wow?!
Im piss, really piss, AGAIN!
Today's story is about my effing gay tuition teacher.
He apparently " scolded" me and bea when we were laughing.
Hey, it was funny ok! we didnt do it on bloody purpose-.-
You think we're weirdos? laugh without any reasons?
That only happen to mental people who's in woodbridge cher.
Yeah, we laughed and he said," some people here thinks that everything in life's a joke! "
Like,WTF?! and then like try act nice after saying that to us, in front of the class.
Damn annoying.
Then some bitch made alot of noise during amath lesson.
I mean, she's bloody weird. emath lesson tried to be nice to her and she like gave me attitude?!
Hey, it's the bloody truth.

PISS! and sad.

2009-05-16T14:23:00.002+08:00

Im so piss. today encounter alot that seriously piss me off.
Firstly, bea texted me say she ask mrteo about the class bio results. and he didnt reply her. OBVIOUSLY HE'S PISSED CAUSE MOST OF US FAIL, including me. that's only for bio.

Let me summarise all the effing papers I took.
1st, eng: fail
2nd, malay: mayb pass, only if daliah is nice enough
3rd, emath: obviously fail. got F9 for the 1st paper. 2nd paper no hope. thanks to some good effing teacher who taught us a chapter a day
4th, amath: a pass?
5th, geog: another confirm fail
6th, ss: i've no idea but mschan said she's dissapointed with the results
7th, bio: fail
8th, chem: fail, cause it's effing hard
9th, physics: fail

In summary, my report card will be full of lines, red lines. my parents will be very dissapointed. Im so piss with myself. i should've taken sub science. ARGH!!
This shit thing leads to no where.I mean like, my parents trusted me and trust is a very big thing. im sorry mama and papa for not being good examples to haiqal and eiman. i'll try harder next time.

And what's up with spore?! Keep cutting away the trees. ARE YOU PEOPLE STUPID AND PHYCOS? today my dad drove past this huge area that used to be a forested area. it WAS such a nice place till some SICK, SELFISH, INCONSIDERATE, HEARTLESS MONSTERS cut down the trees. do you know that those STUPID acts can cause Gaia to die?! i mean even a stupid geog student like me knows all this shit thing! im only 15 and i know this effing shit thing and you adults dont?!

PISS OFF!!!